Hello all, i’m new here, a lifelong sinner, and, i believe, unsavable. Why you ask? Because i believe i have done the one unforgivable sin, blasphemy against the Holy Spirit.
To be honest, it has caused an unbelievable amount of grief, and the hardest part, is finding people who will acknowledge my belief.
i have looked into many videos online about this subject, and it causes me stress to hear about it anymore.
So, what i did is i was doing my normal daily sinning, which i knew was wrong, and yet as i was sinning, that familiar inside voice saying hey you shouldnt be doing this, had been bothering me for a few times, and i felt conflicted, and then one day, i thought to myself as it was in my head, i thought get out of my head satan. And that voice was gone.
its only in recent times that i have begun questioning this and as i interpret what the Bible says, i believe i called the Holy Spirit, satan. I believe i am now cursed, with no way to be saved, and the thought of spending eternity in hell distresses me greatly. Im more scared of dying now than ever before.
this is my story, why i am here, And to figure out what to do with my wasted life.